![]() I want to the opportunity to clarify what’s true, what’s false, what’s misconstrued, and what’s simply outdated. I’m not here to apologise or beg for anyone’s approval - I just need to clear the air for my own peace of mind. ![]() However, I don’t think I can stop until I have a chance to respond to some of the most common criticisms, allegations, and hate mail I’ve seen/received over the past few years. Like my eating habits, it’s unhealthy, and I need to stop. I don’t like myself nearly as much as some people think I do and for some dumb-ass reason I go searching for the meanest shit I can find to seemingly validate my fluctuating self-hatred. When I’m checking my indirects or punching my name into a search engine I’m actively looking for negativity. funny shit, mean shit, and a lot of news about the Russian city of Tomsk. I sometimes find fan art, “drama” that’s brewing, posts meant for me but tagging the wrong user (e.g. Hell, I have them bookmarked - Twitter / Tumblr / Reddit / Instagram / 4chan. It’s no secret that I regularly check my indirects (posts that mention me but don’t actively tag me) across multiple platforms. This is a very strange post to make, even for me, but I honestly feel like I have to make it for my own mental wellbeing. ( tl dr I’ll be addressing common criticisms and allegations after the fold)
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